Bleh

Well, since the holidays, I haven't been able to get back on track. It's a tad depressing really.Since the new year, I've only gotten one post in. :\ Ah well, not like its any skin off anyones back. I'm not interesting anyways. :P

Well, lately. I've been playing A LOT of video games. WoW, my PS3 (Woo for Metal Gear Solid 4 and Blazblue) along with keeping everything around the house in check. But other then that, i'm one bored dude. I keep thinking to myself "Man, it would be awesome to be at work right now instead of sitting here at my computer everyday".

Now some people might be like "WTF are you talking about?! That sounds awesome!". Well, to the broke dude sitting at the desk right now. He doesn't think it's so awesome. The only thing I've got going for me is what revenue I make from the adds here. But what can I say? A few dollars is better then no dollars at all! It'll come around though. I'm a hard worker and I know i'll be able to keep the next job I get. (So long as it can keep my attention. x_x)

Ya see, i'm the type of person who has to have his brain occupied at nearly all times. I've got the A.D.D. and it's tough to stand still or keep quite for more then 5 minutes at a time. the only perk is that when I am able to concentrate on something that keeps my attention, I am DAMN good at it. It's the only reason i'm addicted to games. It's one of the things that likes to stimulate my mind past school books. although I do like learning, if its a field i'm interested in, you bet i'm getting A's in it.

Recently though, it was my friends birthday. (Round the fourth) He popped over as he has said he would and I made a "drink" of sorts. I only had one can of Monster Energy Drink and two 6 once bottles of Crown Royal. So i basically threw them in the blender with some ice and had slushies. I'll tell you, that shit was good. The only thing that sucked was that I don't have a lid to my blender (don't ask me why) and I ended up having to improvise with a bowl... Which didn't really work well. We got some sweet slushies though!

so here, i'm dedicating this to me fiance, because each day I love you more and more. :)

Gah, people.

So this post is definitely a day late and a dollar short.

the reason for that was that yesterday I spent some time with my uncle, which is tad bit of an irregular occurrence for me. Not to say I didn't enjoy it. :P

Got to go to chillies. Anyone ever had their Texas fries? I swear i'm addicted to those things now. I never knew chillies had such good friggen fries in my life, but I know i'll be going back there again. I also had the margarita chicken, which was delicious. (except the pico de gallo, I hate cilantro. >.<)

We also had gone to see Harry Potter 7 Pt. 1. So here is my impression of it: It was BETTER then the last few movies. They kept to the story line for once and didn't do a whole lot that made me wanna smack a film maker for being such twits about a book to movie adaptation. I really enjoyed it because of how much more depth they put into it. They kept the darkness that it had and there were a lot of things I really didn't expect them to add into the movie. (Although I will say //SPOILERS// the start of the movie, IE the fight on the broom sticks was entirely TOO short //END SPOILERS//)

the one gripe I had with it wasn't with the movie, but the people inside the theatre. I could spot who hadn't read the books and who had, because the sheer amount of speculation that I heard people spout. (The ones behind me that is. Fuxing girls) I'm just saddened that I couldn't enjoy the movie as it was, without the distractions, but I guess thats what I have to put up with when going out in public.

Today though, I was busy with fixing my fathers laptop that he received from a friend of his. It was a company laptop that the guy who my father received it from works at, which he kinda up and snatched I guess and recommissioned it for him. I had to go and install all the correct drivers into it for the internet and wireless internet card in the laptop itself. I also got to fidgeting with some of the other stuff.

I had to disable the security stuff so they couldn't track the laptop, thats to say if they wanted too. (The mr. know it all about laptops didn't seem to have the brain capacity to do that. What a tard.) But alls well that ends well, for i've got it working and it should be good enough for a man who barely knows how to use a mouse.

So I leave you with this, something I listened too while I was perusing youtube. Be warned, it's old school and the video is odd. The Lyrics are funny and the guy sounds like he's got a cold.

New Years!

Well, i'm back everyone. I hope you had an awesome New Years. :) If anything, I got what I wanted for Christmas and had the New Years I wanted.

First off, I'll just tell ya what I got for Christmas.

Clothes and two 80 gig HDD's. Yep, thats all. I didn't even know I'd get those two HDD's, but now I finally got my secondary computer working and the fiancée is using it as I type. I got to spend the majority of it over at my pops girlfriends house, which was really nice. She had her family over and we enjoyed having tasty food and played games and stuff. :) Watched the traditional National Lampoons Christmas Vacation. (As I had mentioned how I got it in a previous post)

For New Years, my dad and his girlfriend joined my fiancée and I during the later hours of the night. We played buzz word and had chips and what not. Drank a little liquor and got tipsy as we waited for the ball to drop.

Did anyone see Dick Clark?! PHEW that guy is old! After that stroke... Boy he's doin' pretty bad. Oh well, it's nice to see him still doing it, ya know?

But anyways, my New Years resolution is to get back on track this year get myself a good job, or at least something that i'm pulling good hours on.

Happy new years everyone!

Yay for weird video's. :D

Happy Marry Jolly -politically correct term here-

This is just a post to tell everyone happy -insert your holiday here- and that this is my last post till after the holidays.

Have a good one everyone!

Here is your obligatory awesome Christmas light show video's.

I DO PROPANE!

Well today, I finally got to get the propane tanks filled. Glorious heat is glorious! The only work I had to do was lug a 100 pound canister around on my shoulders a bit and I could get the thing filled and now I have heat. :D

With that aside, I'd like to ask you all something; Do you read manga? I know I do. I've got a bit of a collection going and was wondering if anyone shared my enthusiasm for it. I also own a a few box sets (The most obligatory being Azumanga Daioh) along with some other japanese related things. You see, i've always been strapped for cash, seeing as I live with a pretty impoverished family. They never got their feet off the ground to do anything better with their lives, so i'm suffering the backlash in not having things that other kids had. I will say this though, that it taught me the value of a dollar and how to budget myself better then anyone I know. (Besides my uncle, the man is amazing with finances) But I do like to splurge on things I enjoy.

I had a drought where I had no internet for the longest time, so I satiated the lack of anime/manga by just outright buying it all. I spent quite a lot just to watch it. I've read it all at least three times now and i've watched it a good three times over as well. I let my friends (Trusted friends) borrow my stuff and I just generally share it with those that wanna watch it. It's fun really, to collect it all and being able to look back at it and smile, knowing you've got yourself a fairly nice collection of stuff to pull out and show off to your other nerd friends. xP

If you haven't noticed already, i've been following Oreimo. It's a fun show to watch, even if it isn't entirely realistic. (It's anime, why should it be?) The show is steeped in drama, something I like myself. It's cute, has cute characters and the story is what you'd call a "Rage inducer". I've seen so many threads on /a/ about their rage towards the MC that it's just funny watching people bitch about anime in the way they do. I like anime because it's driven by an actual plot. Plot is good, character development is good. Anime is good. BUT! I will say that my tastes lean really hard towards harem anime. If you know what a harem is, then good for you, but i'm into harem because of just the shear amount of funny you can pack into it.

Love hina I would say is what got me into harem, what stoked my fire for my love of it and Ai Yori Aoshi is what made me wanna peruse more of it.

Here are the openings to both Ai Yori Aoshi and Love hina.

Have an awesome day. :)





PS: The Indigo is one of my favorite smooth sounding music makers of all time.

Fun times.

So I kinda got the feeling that some of you got the wrong idea about the moving thing. My fiancée and I do live together, alone. We have our own place that I basically took over from my dad after he decided to move in with his girlfriend. She and I take care of all the bills and what not, so we are basically living alone. The main reason why I have a bit of a gripe about this place is because of how good this neighborhood is. The school district is really good (compared to the old schools I used to go too, South west Philadelphia isn't a good place to learn...) the township is pretty good and it's not filled with violence, trash and dirty air. (Haha, dirty air... this is dirty Jersey i'm talking about!) She and I want to have a good place for our kids to grow up in. I wanna settle somewhere, where we know our kids will be safe, get a good education and be able to grow up as good people who weren't traumatized like she and I were, living in Philly and Salem county. I know that sounds a little dramatic, but if I got into all the details about how our lives were fucked up, I'd be going on waaayyy to long in this blog here. xD I mean I could talk a little about myself if you all wanted me too on my next blog, just ask if you wanna know. Lol

Well, anyways, I made a Brownie cake instead. It had vanilla and strawberry frosting on it and stuff. Here's a picture of it.

My camera is a tad on the crappy side, but it gets the job done for both basic picture needs and webcam.
Anyways, I made her a delicious dinner of cubed steak, scalloped potatoes, corn and clam chowder. We listened to music as we ate and we cuddled and did all the couple stuff. She wanted to watch tarzan. So we did that, but around lets say... 60% of the movie was over and she stared at herself in the mirror for the other 40% because she got something in her eye.

But yeah, was a nice day and all, made her feel good. Had some company over too, who brought her some cookie ingredients so she could make peanut butter cookies, which were pretty damn good for her first try.

Well, here's my daily (well, now daily) vid of music. Enjoy. :)

This is "Duvet" by Boa.

Gravy Train

I'm posting a little late today, cuz I slept in, but here goes.

Today is my fiances birthday, woooo, she's gonna be 19! (Psh, screw age when you're getting married. xD) Sadly, she's working right now and I can't smother her with all the affection that I wanna give her. Although she'll be home around 4... I think I'll start baking her a cake once i'm done. So this pretty much marks our 2 years together and I gotta say that it's been lovely. It's been tough of course, with me without a job right now and her being the only working person right now, but we endure. I've been looking for alternative forms of income to help out a bit, but it's not coming along very well. x_x It leaves me with a very salty taste in my mouth when I think about how sucky it is right now. Although I think things might start to look up again after Christmas.

So i've been thinking recently about a proposal made by a good friend of mine. He said to me "Steve, if you ever wanna come join me and Justin when this all happens, you're more then welcome". You see, I like this idea and I've been thinking about it quite a bit. Ya know, moving some place different with some friends and having a place together. That sounds pretty fucking rad if you ask me, but then there's the part where i'm leaving everything I had behind. (No, not Rebecca, she'll be coming too) All my friends, my house, my family (not that it'd be that bad IE some family members I'll miss a lot) and the things I used to do. I'd lose comfort of the neighborhood that I lived in. I mean I think of it as if you don't stick your neck out sometimes, you'll never get the ribbon for the grand prize if you don't at least try.

But as I think about it, my head starts to hurt, i'm just craming it with more thoughts, especially when I need to be focusing on a lot of other things (not saying important, although they are, I just like to keep everything on level bases) and start getting this ball rolling! If i'm lucky, my friend could possibly help me get into a job at Staples, god knows i'm capable, if not over qualified for it. I've helped employees there do their job before, even help them UP SELL items to customers! The more I think about it, the more I laugh because of how easy the job seems at first glance.

Ah well, all things will come in time my dear friend.

Here is "I am somebody" by DJ Mehdi.